The Dog

I have been living in Kota Kemuning for nine years . I lived on Jalan Anggerik Oncidium from November 1999 till mid-July 2005 and then moved to Jalan Anggerik Doritis on mid-July 2005 . I'm still here . I enjoy staying in this area for it is very much convenient for me . The school is a minute away , the shop lots and mamak stalls/chinese restaurants are three minutes away , and you rarely get to see Kay-poh Oncidium Aunties . However , living here has its bad points as well - make that a bad point . The crazy dog next door .

I love dogs . I really do . I have owned many throughout my childhood too . Sad to say , I , with utmost despite , hate my neighbour's dog . Sometimes I feel like screaming at it . I have been living here (Doritis) since June 2005 and yes , it is perfectly normal for dogs to bark and growl at strangers . But , it is fugging unusual for a dog to bark at a person it knows . Come one , for fuck's sake , I've been living next to it for almost three years . But it doesn't seem to cease it's annoying barks at my family . It barks at not only us , but everyone . My neighbour's friends , relatives , my other neighbours . The dog is fucking spoilt . Even the dogs belonging to my neighbour living opposite don't bark at us .

I have seen the way they treat the dog . They treat it like as if it's some kind of newborn baby , it makes my stomach churn . They let it into the house , with all it's long straggly fur . That's fine by me , as long as it doesn't make noise . The thing is , I have seen how the dog reacts when it's asked to go back out . It snarls , growls and bites them . Ludricous , I know . Yet , the only thing they do is shout , no , raise their voices at him and start to drag him out of the house . I swear , I have never seen them hit it . I'm not saying that hitting pets are good neither am I encouraging it but you have to teach them a lesson if they misbehave right ? They're not humans , you can't punish them by ordering it to stand in a corner until it has realised its mistake . You have to cane it . Not too hard , but just nice to let it know that you're in charge . Seriously , what else can you do ? I am annoyed beyond reason .

A year or so after I moved into my current house , the dog bit my mother's thighs while she was hanging her clothes . She was standing quite near to my neighbour's fence . Lo and behold , the dog lost its mind and went beserk . My neighbour couldn't stop apologising . But what's done is done , and there's not point apologising repeatedly . A few of my friends were tempted to throw stones at it because of its stupid behaviour but I stopped them , worried that bad things would then occur . One thing I have come to realise about this particular dog , is that it will not bark when its owners are not around . It is only when its owners are lingering around the garden , then it strikes . Wtfuck ?! This dog has a fucking attitude problem , and it wants to show everyone that it is in charge and brave as well .

Today , when my mother went out to keep the clothes hanged outside to dry , the dog started barking like a mad dog and scared my mother . What's more ? My neighbours (mother and daughter) were standing outside there and talking . They saw what their beloved dog did but refused to tell it off and ignored it . My mother was so pissed she told my neighbour that their dog tends to scare her by barking very loudly at her . My neighbour just laughed . I heard because the windows were open and I was using the PC . And that situation was what made me lose it . I wanted to go out and just tell my neighbours off but I was held back by my conscience .

I don't give a fuck whether or not my neighbours read about this . Hopefully they do so that they would know how we feel about their mad dog . Please dear neighbours , do not provoke me .

Late !

To Fayadh <3 , Ann , Yi Zhong , Shyuan , 2 Fa+ and Ijmal - thanks for the birthday present . I wanted to post my thanks to ya'll here but I totally forgot . So , yeah thanks for the prezzie . I appreciate it lots .

And also to those who have wished me late , thanks too :)

Ahh , TVB Dramas .

I bet not many of you watch the soap opera , Heart of Greed , on Wah Lai Toi (311 @ Astro) . I need not say much about what the story is about because its stated in the title of the drama . It's a TVB drama which means its based in Hong Kong . This is the first time I have ever , yes , ever been so addicted to a Hong Kong TVB drama . I recently found out today that this drama won nineteen awards . Six out of those nineteen awards , were won by the cast of Heart of Greed and the drama itself during the TVB Anniversary Awards . This soap opera is very , very entertaining as it focuses on family conflicts all for , yes , money . Tomorrow Wah Lai Toi is gonna show the last two episodes (this drama consists of forty episodes) and I don't wanna miss it . I'm feeling so kan cheong right now . Can't wait to find out what happens !


Those looking for some excitement in their boring lives could check out this drama for I assure you , it is very entertaining . It is not so in the beginning , but as the story moves on , the need for you to know will get stronger . There is a bit of humour as well as its serious scenes . To those who don't have Wah Lai Toi , you could check it out on crunchyroll.com . The full forty episodes are provided , so enjoy !

After the huge success after the release of Heart of Greed , TVB decided to produce another series which consists of the same cast with a different storyline - Moonlight Resonance . It's not out on crunchyroll yet but I watched the first five episodes on Astro on Demand and like Heart of Greed , it is surprisingly addictive as the need to know what happens next just pops out of nowhere .

The cast of Moonlight Resonance /Heart of Greed would be coming down to KL this weekend . They're stopping by Sungei Wang and Summit . Of course , I would be going (me and mum are die-hard fans) . They're gonna be at Summit on the 17th , which means this Sunday . I can't wait , although I don't think the full cast would be there . I'm just excited that Hong Kong celebs are gonna be here ! To anyone who has read this post (or is reading it) , do me a favour and watch Heart of Greed on crunchyroll (if you have not watched it yet) .

I'm Independent !

Your Independence Level: High

You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.

How Independent Are You?

When Boredom Attacks .

What's the connection between you and
the last person you texted?
- boyfriend

What is wrong with you right now?
- sore heart

Do you ever miss your first love?
- no

When did you last cry?
- last night

What do you hate?
- people who try to act cute

What do you want in your life right
now?
- to get good results for my SPM

Are you happy?
- currently no

What are you listening to?
- Sweet LEMON BROKER by KuRt

What do you smell like?
- i don't know

What time do you go to bed?
- usually after 12 midnight

Who was the last person in your bed
besides you?
- no one

What do you wear to bed?
- clothes ?

Do you tend to make relationships
complicated?
- don't know . sometimes I guess .

What did you do yesterday?
- I went to school

What was the last movie you went to?
- The Mummy 3

Is your shirt new?
- no . it's almost a year old .

Do you live near your ex
boyfriend/girlfriend?
- no

Are you scared of bugs?
- very.

Are you a cuddler?
- yes . i love cuddling up to .. him

How was your day today?
- not good

What do you think of Eminem?
- i admire him

Do you read?
- hell yeah

Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
- don't own one

Whose house have you been to today?
- mine

Do you like anyone right now?
- no .

Are you bored?
- what d'ya think

What are you excited about?
- the cast of Moonlight Resonance is coming to Malaysia !

Who was last person to cook for you?
- Audrey's dad ? hahaha

Who was your last text message from?
- baby

Who was the last person to make you
cry?
- mummy :(

Name someone whose name starts with
the letter R?
- Rachel

Do you care what others think about
you?
- no

Have you ever been in love?
- yeah

Do you trust people easily?
- no

Do you think you'll be married in 10
years?
- 10 years ? yes

Will you ever kiss the last person you
kissed again?
- yesyes !

What do you look forward to in the
next 3 months?
- nothing actually . I'm not looking forward to it .

Who was the last person to call you?
- yi zhong

Do you plan on moving out within the
next year?
- not sure

What happened at 10:00 am today?
- still sleeping

You Dare Call Me Stingy ?

If I was kedekut , I would not pay for you goddammit . The only reason I asked for my money today is because you fucking pissed me off ! Plus , you dared to shout at me in front of your friend . Shout lah , shout all you want . You'd better not cross the line before I fucking slap you in the face because that's what I wanted to fucking do . Trials is coming up and you want to work . You know what , I'm so fed up with you right now . You go ahead and do whatever you wanna do , go and work your ass off from evening till night for just RM40 . I'm not fucking bothered 'cause hey , it's your life . You can do whatever you want with it . Go and waste it away if it makes you happy -

'cause I don't fucking give a shit .

Blank .

Give me something to blog about . Give me something .

I actually have a lot of things to blog about . But I don't know which to choose from .

Trials is less than a month away .

Fuck . Sorry , I try to avoid profanities but I can't run away from it now ! Gahhh !

Happy Birthday !

Happy 17th Birthday Joshua !

I Got Punk'd .

When I reached school this morning , it was no surprise that the only female students from my class who came were Charlotte and Tessa . On Wednesdays , majority of the class would never attend , saying that the subjects on Wednesdays are not important . I was looking for yi zhong , and then I saw her approaching my class line with nadzirah . They were engaged in a conversation , and it went something like this :

nadzirah : *laughs* Eh , betul ah ? You boleh lah gi join Fayadh . Cepat duduk !
yi zhong : Ha ? Fayadh pun kena ah ?
me : Kena what ?
nadzirah : Fayadh kan kena NS .
me : Ye ke ? Semalam dia cakap dia I yang kena and dia tak kena .
yi zhong : Did he forward the message to you ?
me : What message ?
nadzirah : Duuuuuduuuuuk !

And finally we sat . Head Prefect mah , what to do ?

yi zhong : If you kena NS , you will get a message that goes something like " Tahniah , anda telah
dipilih bla bla bla ..." Did he forward it to you ?
me : Er , no ?
yi zhong : Means he's lying loh .
me : Yes ah ? Later I go ask him .

Lo and behold when we started walking to the stairs , Fayadh <3 style="font-weight: bold;">place , apparently , is not for humans . A month later when the Chinese New Year holidays were approaching , she called back home and told her parents that she didn't want to go back home . She wanted to celebrate CNY there . At her National Service camp . Her parents were shocked of course . Her frequent complaints a month ago made them assume that she hated it there . But of course, she grew to love it . And when the three months were up and everybody had to part , she cried . Real bad .

PS : yi zhong wants a car to bang her down so that she need not go for NS . I say , you might as well get yourself banged and get pregnant , then you need not worry about going for NS forever .
PPS : yi zhong wants to apply for SAM to get out of Malaysia to avoid NS . I say , you still have to come back to Malaysia to go for NS unless of course , you stay there forever .
PPPS : yi zhong's friend , melody , cried when she found out about herself being selected to go for NS . I fucking say , it's not as if you're going to fucking die . It's not as if you fucking contracted cancer . You're just going to learn to fucking discipline yourself for three months .

I get fucking annoyed with people like this .

Goodbye People .

According to Fayadh <3 , I got selected for National Service .

He wasn't .

Goodbye world .

The Seven Deadly Sins .

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

Tagged .

RULE:Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No TAG backs!

1. I talk when I sleep .
2. I used to bite my fingernails .
3. I play the piano .
4. I'm shorter than my 15 year old brother .
5. I used to cut my arm .
6. I am kinda blind .
7. I love watching Sergeant Keroro .
8. I play Guitar Hero .
9. I hate paranoid people .
10. I can be very sarcastic if I want to .
11. I dislike people who look down on their friends .
12. My tonsils get infected at least once every year .
13. I don't sneeze out loud unless I really have to .
14. I hate hate hate lalas .
15. I enjoy shopping for food .

The 5 people I wanna tag:
Sun Wen Cheang
Jowen Chan
Shaunie Ng
Marcus Foo
Pavitra Kurup

10th of August 2008

Yes people , it is finally my birthday ! I know you guys don't feel as excited as I do 'cause (duh) you're not the one turning seventeen this year , nor are you getting OLDER (noooooooooo) . I would like to thank fayadh baby <33 , yi zhong , ann , wen cheang , audrey , matthew , marcus , weng gan , shyuan , vince , myira , sofia , rachel , keith , ah boon , ijmal , sabrina , nicholas tan , mun choong , zkai , qisthina , pavitra , adam , natasha , wee jinn , elwin , kevin , justina , my bro and sis , my parents ,my parents' friends and all those people on myspace an friendster for wishing me Happy Birthday . I love you guys !

So the all of us woke up real early this morning because my dad had a very important appointment with a client near his office in Damansara Uptown . We had to follow because if we were to be lazy and sleep at home , we wouldn't go out for the whole day . We left Kota Kemuning at 8.45 a.m. and reached Damansara Uptown at 9.10 a.m. . My dad went for his appointment with his client and the four of us - me , mum , nick and hannah - went for breakfast at Old Town Kopitiam . We sat there from 9.10 till 11.20 then we finally left the place when my dad was done . We headed off to One Utama because 1) it is near to my dad's office , 2) I wanted to eat at Chilli's and 3) the three of us wanted to visit the Animax Youth Festival . When we arrived at One Utama , we headed off to MPH because my dad wanted to get a book about aliens . So we hung around MPH . I started browsing through books like always without any intention of owning them (bullshit) . My bro and sis got me a book entitled "The Not-So-Perfect Man" . My sister secretly told me that she specifically chose that title for me . I ignored what she said and walked on - I know , how evil of me . But hey , there are times when it's better if you shut your trap rather than open it . After my dad got his book and my birthday present was bought , we headed off to the AYF at Highstreet . We walked around looking at the entrepeneur stalls available and I actually wanted to stop and look at some home-made shirts on sale but didn't do so because my brother was rushing to look for his friend , Alif .

Yes , Alif . The noisy but entertaining little friend of his . He was hanging around a video game stall . At first I didn't notice , but after a matter of time , I realized that there was a crowd of people near Alif . I walked nearer and nearer and nearer and I finally caught sight of a set of drums . Not real 'uns . Arcade-looking ones . A guy playing that set of drums . The arcade-looking set of drums . I froze when I realized that the guy standing beside the guy playing the drums (arcade-looking ones - bah , you get the point !) was holding a guitar (the Guitar Hero-looking one) . Then my eyes slowly flickered over to the screen and then the shiny looking thing under the screen . It was a fucking Playstation 3 . It was a fucking Playstation 3 . It was a fucking shiny Playstation 3 , and those two guys were playing Rockband on it ! Boy was i jealous . I actually thought about pulling off all the cables off the PS3 and run away with it . But that would be so uncivilized .

And so I gave it a try on Rockband only to find out that guitar was laggy and it made me suck . Ha-ha . But the drums were easy , I mean , they looked easy . Amir looked like he was having a good time having a go on the drums while Alif happened to be struggling . So I just walked away to find a seat 'cause me feet were hurting real bad . It so happened that Seventeen - yes , Seventeen magazine - had a booth there too . So I stopped to take a look at photos of girls who got their pictures taken and were on a slideshow being played on a screen . I also saw girls live getting their pictures taken and catwalking . I wasn't really impressed so , whatever lah kan . Before I could continue looking for a seat , my brother and Alif appeared and started talking to me about .. something which I could not recall because the only thing in my mind then was to find a godforsaken seat .

Then , this girl walked up to me and asked if I would like to join their Seventeen Model Search . My answer ? Kinda obvious is it not ? I politely said no and attempted , yes , attempted to walk away . But I was stopped by my sister , brother and Alif . They wanted me to take part "just for fun" apparently . Fine . It is my birthday anyway , so I had to be sporting . Righht . So , whatever lah kan , I said yes (ohmefuckin'gawdnoooo denise ! whyyyyy ?) . I had to fill in a form which I do not think it wise to reveal what I had to fill in and proceeded to have my pictures taken (ew) . Okay , what happened during the photo session is entirely private and confidential . Yes , you heard me . All P&C . "Why?" you ask . Well , it's embarassing having to describe in detail - although I only took like , what , 5 pictures ? I was required to do a -ehem - catwalk . I can assure you Qisthina , I did not strut my stuff nor did I rock it . I walked more than I catwalked . I don't consider it a catwalk at all , what I did . I have no idea how they're gonna announce the winners or whatever . I'm not really bothered . I just have to focus on SPM ! Ahhhhhh !

After all that was over , we ate at Chilli's and left . We left my brother behind though , he followed Alif home . We reached home at about 4.15 and I immediately went online to do alotta crap which we could skip actually . At 6 I went out to see my baby (I missed him so much) and we hung out and took alotta funny pictures . Then we ate Domino's for dinner and we cut my birthday cake ! ann couldn't make it so only fuu and mc came . I had fruit cake ! Finally , no chocolate cake . I'm kinda sick of it already . Bleargh . I wished my wish which is a secret , and I blew out the candles on my cake . For the first time in like , 10 years , my dad kissed me on the cheek (ohmygawd the stubbles!) and so did my mum . My brother kissed me for the third time and mc and fuu just ate cake . So yeah , it was a great day but I'm really disappointed that I can't have my baby sing me the birthday song and cut my cake together with him . But I'm gonna bring a piece of cake for him tomorrow so that he wouldn't miss out on his baby's birthday cake :)

Okay I'm really sleepy right now . I wanna go sleep right now , but I have to shower first . Damn , I forgot that there's school tomorrow . Good night !

P/S : mc taught me how to say the word "moan" in German . He said merve (the new German girl) taught him how to say "moan" in German . I actually forgot how it went . German is complicated .

Temper Temper .

I almost lost my temper with somebody in school today . I'm not going to say who , why , when and where . Point is , sometimes this person gets on my nerves so badly , I feel like screaming at him/her right in the face . I don't know if he/she would read this because she rarely reads my blog but hey , better safe than sorry . My fingers are really itching to state why he/she always pisses me off but if I reveal everything in too much detail , my friendship might be at risk . So I think it's better if I just shut the hell up . Right ?

A few minutes ago I was complaining to Fayadh about this particular person . He agreed that he/she is mixing with the wrong kind and I should advise him/her . Thing is , this fella is hella stubborn . Knocking some sense into him/her would be like trying to hammer a nail through the floor . Don't be surprised , that's why we get into arguments often . Thank the aliens there's a third party who stops the arguments from getting downright serious . It kinda sucks when you have these tiny conflicts with friends . Every thing's just so ... tensed up .

Sometimes I feel like confronting him/her and tell him/her off but it's just so ... difficult . Because he/she's my friend . Why is it every time I want to tell off a particular person , it becomes so difficult ? I mean , some people are easy to talk to . But this one , oh no no no no no . As stubborn as a buffalo . It's just so frustrating every time I think about it . Plus , he/she can be kinda hypocritic at times , making me feel even more annoyed . Talking about hypocritic , he/she's paranoid too !

Believe me , it can get really irritating at times . I just feel like screaming at his/her face .

I feel like posting about an incident which occured recently but I think my doing so would stir up a commotion . So lets just forget about it . End of post .

Just Some Random Pics .

I have decided to post some random pictures which can be found in my hard disk . This is because I have nothing to talk about today ! Lame . Anyway , on to Picture Number One !


This picture was taken three years ago during Pei Ni's birthday in Kota Kemuning's very own McDonald's (it was actually clearer but I edited it kinda BADly so it turned out BAD) . It features Yours Truly (duh) , Chay Fhun , Desmond , Pei Ni (the birthday girl) , Sanjay , Chong Huang , Wei Ling , Phaik Imm , Yoke Ling , Wun Yeun , Mirshal , Yin Ying , Yi Wei , Shawn , Huei Theng , Marcus (sorry for choosing this) , Shaunie and some random McD staff . I know ... we all looked so , young .



Picture Number Two features my dear brother and me , this time two years ago (just ignore the stupid caption at the bottom of the picture , I lost track of the year - lame) . People who have known me since the year 2006 (or before) would know which year this picture was taken just by looking at my hair colour actually . As you can see my beloved brother did not enjoy the camera being held in front of his face while he was playing DotA . And so , a pretty picture gone bad (smiles) . Okay okay , I shouldn't blame him for spoling the picture (smiles again) . Frankly I think this picture is lovely . I don't know why (smiles ... again!) . Oh , and to all those people out there who can't remember how my brother looked like during his "early" years , well you get to see 3/4 of his face here !






Yes , the unhappy looking man happens to be my father . He got caught on camera looking dopey-eyed on the 1st of July 2007 (which happens to be last year) . I edited the picture a little to make it look a bit more clearer . Before this it looked really dull and blurry . I couldn't really edit nicely thanks to my being stuck with Microsoft Photo Editor . It barely has any editing functions . Adobe Photoshop is just too ... it just takes up too much space on my PC (sulks) . Back to my dad . Does he look wild and unfriendly to you ? Well , if he does , be prepared to be proven wrong ! Ask anyone , and I mean anyone who has met my father and they would tell you that you should never judge a book by its cover . However , he may be fierce at times . But it's only to family members (lucky you outsiders) .






Picture Number Four was shot by *ahem* Yours Truly in some buffet restaurant in Singapore last year . It features Nicholas and Hannah Goh - my dear siblings . I edited it too , though it might not look so nice , but hey , I tried . This photo happens to be one of my most favourite photos . I like this one more than the original one . The ori looks kinda dull and bland . This one makes my brother and sister stand out , maybe because I sephia-ed the background . Well , whatever , I still can't figure out how they managed to stick the spoons on their noses .



The last picture of today's post is taken by my brother three years ago on Shyuan's rooftop . I THINK it was Shyuan's rooftop . Or was it Marcus' ? As you can see I did a bit of editing , again . For your information , the dungu looking guy beside me happens to be Patrick . Shyuan beside him and Marcus beside her . If you still can't spot me , I'll just sob (is my editing that terrible?) . Ahh , those days . Those fun-filled days have actually come to an end once this year ascended . What with SPM and more important things to life . Yes , more important .



I would actually like to post more pictures but its already 12 am , which means its saru's birthday and this means my birthday is only two more days away ! Hooray ! Sadly I can't spend my birthday with my friends :( As in no day out and stuff . It kinda sucks . Anyway , I would post some more random pictures some day soon when I have nothing to post about . If you guys don't like me posting pictures , do inform me and my posting pictures would come to an immediate halt .

Some random piece of info : I was watching Bernama News today and the anchorman revealed that PKR's de-facto leader , Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim (poor man accused for something he had not done) is turning 61 this Sunday . It took me some time to let that piece of information digest , I share the same birthday as him ! Honestly I don't know what the big deal is but I didn't stop ranting about it to my parents since I found out . LAME .

Today .

Today .

I woke up with my body aching .
I did NOT arrive late for school .
I remembered to spray my Rexona under my armpits .
I remembered to take my medication on time .
I swooned over Fayadh's perfume .
I found out about something which I'm not so happy about .
I played a "fortune-telling" game at school .
I laughed .
I ate Gardenia Chocolate Bread during recess .
I secretly cursed my substitute class teacher .
I punched and pinched Fayadh .
I felt disappointed .
I missed Pav .
I paid for prom - and now I'm left with no money to buy my dad and Fayadh's birthday prezzies .
I studied Form 4 Commerce without falling asleep (hooray!)
I didn't manage to study Chemistry without finding reasons to do something else .
I felt like eating Pizza (actually I do now) .
I'm still standing my ground and rooting for Obama .
I watched Epic Movie .
I ate spaghetti for lunch .
I'm happy for Marcus - new phone .
I felt stupid .
I was almost caught in the act .
I wanted to take my afternoon nap but didn't .
I privately agreed that I would die early due to overdose of cigarette smoke .


Nothing much happened today except for all of the above . I decided to summarize everything to make things easier for you people and myself . Cheers !

Do You Have Healthy Relationships ?

You Have Fairly Healthy Relationships

You try your best in relationships, and you do a pretty good job. You're as considerate, honest, and giving as you can be. There's always more that you can do, and sometimes you do leave people feeling a bit neglected. Great relationships don't happen overnight. As long as you keep making improvements, your relationships will get better!

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