Thursday, January 22, 2009

Tagged By Nancy

Mood : Fabulous

Rules : -

1) This tag is only for girls, no boys!

2) Be honest!
3) It must be true!
4) There must be only one answer, unless there is a 'more than one answer'.
5) Must tag ten peeps!
6) No tagging back!

Tags : -
Yi Zhong , Hui Xian , Sonia , Shyuan , Shaunie , Qisthina , Nisha , Myira , Ariel , Melissa

Personal : -
1) What is your favourite colour?
Answer : Black

2) What is your favourite food?
Answer : None in particular .

3) What is your favourite drink?

Answer: No one in particular.

Guys : -
1) What kind of guy do you prefer? ( More than one answer )

Answer: A guy who will do whatever it takes just to see me smile .

2) How you want your crush to confess to you? ( More than one answer )

Answer: I have never really thought about it.

3) What do you want your boyfriend to give you during Valentine's Day?
Answer : I don't have a boyfriend but if I did , I would absolutely love to receive a bouquet of flowers (just like Nancy) !

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Our Country is Going Backwards .

Mood : Exotic

He said Rihanna's appearance here would result in an outflow of local currency to the United States, and in turn, cause loss to the country and suffering to the Palestinians.
210109, The Star Newspaper .

Is that the best you've got, PAS ? With the advancement of information technology, the news of PAS' attempt to stop Rihanna's concert will only result in utter shame and embarassment for Malaysia . When Avril Lavigne was scheduled for a concert here in Malaysia in August last year, PAS disagreed by trying to stop her from coming over, with excuses like a) Avril Lavigne will be a bad influence on the country's youth, whatwith her punk genre and such, and b) Her outfits are sexy and revealing. And oh, how embarassed I felt when this report appeared on E! News a few days later .

If Avril Lavigne was supposedly going to be a bad influence on the youth of Malaysia, what about them local undeground indie bands that play music of the metal genre with nonsensical lyrics and horrible vocals? Go investigate on them if you're so worried about punk influence. Heck, they're not even punk! And now Rihanna? PAS, if you guys are so worried about the outflow of Malaysian Ringgit, how about try to organise a demonstration on the banning of products from the US? A word of precaution however, it might result in you losing heck of a lotta votes from the rakyat (but you're not doing that well anyway) and cause your whole nation to be the laughing stock of countries all over the world.

I guess PAS is gonna find another lame excuse, this time to stop Jason Mraz from coming over? If they do, so help me God I will fucking move out of this country and get a PR elsewhere . It is such a shame to call myself a Malaysian when the Opposition parties start causing havoc because of small issues which are not worthy of being brought up in the first place.

Even innocent Mr A-Z might be in for a hard time with them religious bastards .

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Happy 20th Birthday Gong Wee Jinn !

Mood : Exhausted

I hate to say this man , but you're getting older and I'll always be younger than you , that is for sure . Heck I can't believe we've known each other for seven years already . And fuck , I miss your bro so damn much I think I'll hug him till he becomes mush .

And yes , I stole this from your Friendster (:

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Underappreciated .

Mood : Crushed

What have I done to make you hate me this much ? I don't get it . I seriously don't . Is it so difficult to try to be nice to me ? I doubt it is . I know that I can be a bit sharp-tongued at times but I have been trying , trying so damn hard to change for the better . To turn over a new leaf . But every time I get excited at the fact that I am making you happier , everything backfires . Is it so entertaining to see me suffer ? Does it make your day ? I understand that I can't take back my words but you have to understand it as well because you have no idea how deeply you pierce through me . Remember that every word you eject will be etched into my mind forever whether I want to think about it or not . I try not to think of what you have done in the past which has hurt me deeply and many a time I analyse the situation back then - I put the the blame on myself . You might not think of it as such a big deal , but I do . I have to bear the guilt based on each and every situation we encountered .

However , I am thankful for those who appreciate me . One of them , my BFF , Marcus . I know 'cause he told me after seeing my personal message on MSN Messenger . Love ya buddy .

PS : I try not to expose my problems and emotions on my blog but I don't want to trouble others by listening to my problems . Plus , I prefer to keep problems such as these private and confidential . But I fail , and end up expressing my feelings up here .

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Tagged by Hui Xian .

Mood : Contemplative

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post the picture according to the above instructions.

1. What are you doing?
I am chatting with Zk.

2. What do you like the most about you siblings?
I like the fact that they don't tell on me .

3. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

5. How many babies do you want?
Two or three are enough.

6. What would you name your kids in the future?
I'll just wait until the future to think about it .

7. What is your goal for this year (2009)?
To study harder than before.

8. Do you think you are clever?
Not at all , no .

9. What are your favourite colours?
Black and white .

10. Do you ever wonder where you would end up after you die?

11. What are your bad habits?
Cracking my knuckles.

12. If you were given the chance to do anything now, what would it be?

13. State a random fact about yourself.
I'm not lala .

14. What does flying mean to you?
It means nothing.

15. What do you crave for currently?
Gelato ice-cream.

16. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words.
She is cute , chubby , quiet and adorable (:

17. Are you currently single?

18. What is on your mind now?

19. Do you believe in fate?
It's all a load of bullshit.

20. Who do you want to be 10 years later?
I want to be Barack Obama , can or not ?

#Remove one question from above and add in your own personal question.
#Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.
#Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged.
#List them out at the end of the post.

I tag:

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I Choked .

Mood : Confident

She shouted when I entered [the house] , then she say ["]You go out with your monkey friends right ?!?! Too much ah you , son .["] Then I said , ["]No , it's Denise and Beng . ["] She says , ["] Oh okay , go sleep .["]

Lzk , you made me choke on my curly fries after reading this message .

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Sick .

Mood : Irritated

I'm fucking sick . Negative .

I can't wait for Yi Zhong to come back from Canada so that I can go shopping with her in KL . Negative .

I'm gonna miss going back to school so fucking badly . Negative .

I wasted one whole fucking year restraining myself from talking to Zk because of some guy . Negative .

I'm gonna meet Aaron and Louis at Pyramid tomorrow . Fucking Positive Hell Yeah .

Syabil the Japanese-Melayu guy I got to know through Kevin added me on MySpace . What The Fucking Neutral Statement .

I think Louis is high or something 'cause he said he's gonna bow down to me tomorrow when I meet up with him and Aaron and treat me like a king . Louis , you'd better ! Popopopositive .

Solid fucking proof .

Louis challenged me to a Guitar Hero showdown . I am so gonna kick his ass . Hella Positive Baby !

PS : Please excuse me for being so incoherent today . I'm feeling very lopsided . Excuse the profanities too .

Friday, January 2, 2009

Just Some Supermassive Black Fucking Hole .

Mood : High but Sick

Zk happened to have the pics in his phone all along . In case you all don't know , these were taken on the 29th of December 2008 (Monday) at Pyramid . I posted two other pictures in one of my older posts about the outing . Go refer if you're even bothered to .

Me , Aaron and Kevin .

Adrian and Zk . I finally found someone skinnier than my brother and Zk , Adrian .

Aaron and I . I don't know what's up with him but he's looking really weird .

Me and Zk . Snapped by Aaron . I don't know why I look like some drug addict . Sob .

Oh , and Justina sent me a pic of me and Jonathan during prom .

Cough .

Thursday, January 1, 2009

New Year's Eve .

Mood : Sleepy

Wednesday , 311208

And so I walked over to Marcus' house after work with Aaron and Zk . Okay , I went to Zk's house first to shower before going over to Marcus' . I ordered two pizzas which cost me 50 bucks (25 from me and 25 from Aaron) and immediately left with Zk and Aaron to get us some booze . Zk drove us out to MCM to get a bottle of whisky and headed back to Marcus' crib just in time to pay the delivery man . I savoured every single piece of the pizza before proceeding to drink myself drunk . After Marcus was done with his happy time upstairs , Sarguna fetched him to MCM to get a bottle of vodka . And then we started the drinking game which rocked my socks off (although I wasn't wearing any , it's just a figure of speech) . Aaron mixed a drink for me which I enjoyed very much (thank you dear boy) and did not do Mc much harm (he loved it too) .

Thus , Aaron ended up losing most of the time , Zk and I ended up drinking three cups of raw whisky one shot , my brother , two . I tell you , the feeling the fucking raw whisky going down my throat is the last thing I ever wanna taste . The amount of alcohol I had that night did not affect me until half an hour after the game ended . Zk however , forfeited . It was kinda obvious that he couldn't take any more , what with the burning red colour taking over his complexion . When he was drunk , I wasn't . So I remembered what he did while he was unconscious . He climbed onto the ledge of an unoccupied house and started singing and hugging people . Aaron was having a smoke and was not allowed any more liquor by Marcus . But he managed to find where Marcus hid the vodka anyway and had quite a lot of it . After Zk had his fun outside , he went up to Marcus' room and lied down . So I poured myself some vodka (we finished the whisky) and drank outside with Aaron . Mind you , I did not let go of my paper cup since I started playing the drinking game up until I wasn't allowed any more of it .

Do note that the series of incidents which occured after I walked Aaron to Hazel's house were just blurry parts which I remembered in my drunken state .

After quite a while , I walked Aaron to Hazel's house (since she lives a few doors away from Marcus) and walked back to Marcus' house . And that was when the alcohol started kicking in . I could barely walk straight but I managed to enter Marcus' house without a scratch . My body was starting to heat up and I couldn't take it so I tied up my hair and succesfully climbed up the stairs without toppling down and proceeded to Marcus' room , to see Zk still sleeping . At first I sat down on Marcus' chair because I didn't want to go near his bed (too many ticks) but I ended up lying down beside Zk on the bed because I didn't give a fuck about the ticks anymore . I was too damn drunk . And then I got woken up by an invasion of crazy -ass people who were shouting and screaming and playing the piano in particular . And then everyone left for the rooftop except Zk , Mc and I . Mc was playing the piano with such emotion that I almost fell asleep (not because it was boring, because it was nice , like a lullaby) but he left ten minutes before midnight .

The last time I hung out on Marcus' rooftop was a few years back , and this time , I did not dare climb up there because I could barely even walk straight . How the hell would I manage to stay alive if I climbed up there in a subconscious state , I wonder . So I stood at the window for a few minutes and walked back down to Marcus' room to join Zk in his slumber . After the countdown and the fireworks , some people whom I can't recall invaded the room again . With immediate effect , Zk sat up still and walked to the toilet . Upon shutting the room door , Mc and I heard horrible vomiting sounds which made me want to throw up as well . And dayummm it went on for quite some time . But after Zk got it all out I guess he did feel better 'cause his face wasn't red anymore . Mc was kinda upset that I didn't join him up on the rooftop 'cause he wanted to take a picture with me . I'm sorry BFF , I was being cowardly . Plus , my condition would not approve of me climbing up rooftops .

From here on , all I could remember was Zk leaving and I was not allowed any more alcohol . And that was when I finally threw away the paper cup . I remembered that I took a Carlsberg from Zk's house and I went to take it from Marcus' fridge . Whether I finished it or not , I can not remember but my brother and some friends say I did , so whatever . I remember sitting beside Zk on the piano bench and him saying that I smelt strongly of alcohol and shooed me over to the bed . I also remember lying down on a bed outside of Marcus' room because it was freaking noisy in his room . Oh , and Zk came out and was standing around the bed . I don't know what he was doing because my eyes were so fucking blur , I can only remember seeing him walking back and forth not saying anything . I can't remember what I talked to him about either . And then he left .

I remember sitting in my dad's car and when Mc got out , he told us to go home and shower before my mum smells the alcohol . I remember not being able to walk straight when I stepped out of the car . I remember almost tripping when I was going up the stairs . My brother told me this morning that my voice sounded very slurred and ran up the stairs like a monster , but I don't recall my voice being slurred or me running up the stairs . I remember calling Aaron , and him saying that I sound damn high because I drank more than him . I don't remember calling everyone else on my list but they said I called them last night . Whatever . I'm sorry if I said any stupid things last night if I called you . I'm very sure I was unconscious of what I was doing .

Clockwise from top : Zk , Marcus Jr. , Afiq , Marcus and Sarguna . This pic was taken just after our game .

Zk and Mc . This was after Zk vomited all that shit out .

Mc enjoyed the massage from the chair so much , I think he almost came .

Zk , me and Marcus Jr. . I could barely smile . I had trouble even squatting down because I was feeling kinda dizzy .

I apologise for the blurry picture . I couldn't stand still . What with my paper cup containing my F&N Vodka in my other hand .

Me and Marcus . My paper cup which I did not let go of the whole night (until I wasn't allowed any more to drink) .

Zk looking unto the beyond . I guess throwing up makes you feel kinda fucked up .

Zk .

Just some random picture I snapped when I was kinda high .

Mc dry humping the tiang lampu and a ghost dry humping him .

Mc having fun with my phone .

My blurry brother and I . If you noticed , I could barely smile because my eyes were about to close .

My brother lying down on Marcus' tick-infected bed .

PS : A tick from Marcus' bed followed me home .

PPS : Zk , sorry for updating so late . Read it tomorrow yeah !

PPPS : I've been going crazy over Donnie Yen lately and I just realised he could fucking play the piano . Watch this . I melted .

PPPPS : I just realised that I didn't take any pictures with Aaron because he left me for Hazel ):