You say that you don't want to talk to her . BullSHIT ?
How 'bout we make a deal ? You stay outta my life and I'll stay outta yours .
It's not easy .
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Aggravation !
Mood : Annoyed
You say that you don't want to talk to her . BullSHIT ?
How 'bout we make a deal ? You stay outta my life and I'll stay outta yours .
It's not easy .
You say that you don't want to talk to her . BullSHIT ?
How 'bout we make a deal ? You stay outta my life and I'll stay outta yours .
It's not easy .
Friday, October 31, 2008
Class of 2008
Mood : Nostalgic
Us Form 5's graduated today . I promised Nancy I wouldn't cry but I did . Plus , I happened to be one of the earliest to break down .
First teacher who made me break down ? Puan Khursiah . This lady might be despised by some . But I am grateful to her for all that she has done for me (helped me greatly with Maths when I was in Form 2 and 3) . Seeing her teary-eyed made me teary-eyed too . The hugging made it worse . Puan Siva (form teacher and Accounts teacher) however , was a strong woman and barely shed a tear . I envy her . Puan Rahimah , my previous year's Chemistry teacher ... remembered my name ! Surprisingly . Or was it because she saw my name tag . And she hugged me too . Hmm .. Anyway , current Mathematics teacher , Puan Zubaidah , too made me feel sad . Frankly speaking , I'm gonna miss her and her shrilly voice . She has helped me a lot . She was my Maths teacher when I was in Form 1 . She took charge of our Maths class last year and of course , our final year . Add. Maths teacher , like usual lah , smiling away . Gonna miss Puan Ruhaizah's smile . Puan Revathy and Puan Reetha ! Best History teachers ever . I owe them big time . Puan Lim , I know you're reading this . When it was my turn to embrace you in a cuddly hug , I mean , shake your hand , I felt like crying even more . Even though you never did teach me in class , but you were there . As a casual teacher which I am sure I would never forget :) Puan Ong too :) I will forever remember that tear-stained face with the make up melting away on the 31st of October 2008 . And Puan Tay ! The adorable one ! BM and Choir teacher . She almost made me cry while I was reading her message to us on this cute lil' card . Remember , we shall go out and yum cha one day ! Puan Faizah , the teacher who never failed to darken my mood for a few years . This year however , I am so fucking thankful to her for helping me with my Moral paper . If I get an A1 or A2 for Moral , I'm gonna buy a present for her . It's all because of her that I was able to score an A2 for my trial paper . Sadly , Puan Chan wasn't around . We did get to hug her before she left to deliver her baby . But still ... !
After our Majlis Restu Ilmu , we didn't really do much except accept our certs and of course , take many many many pictures ! Uniforms were being passed around , owners asking for signatures on their uniforms . It was a blessed sight . I always knew this day would come . But when I thought about it back then , why the big hoo-hah ? Everyone should be happy that they're secondary school life is coming to an end , why the tears ? Now I know why .
It is so unbelievable that have survived in this school for five years . When I first entered SMKBK (now known as SMKKK) , it was the worst place ever . Gangsters roaming the school compounds , vandalism , threats and many more . What makes me so proud of SMKKK is how not only Puan Faizah , but all the teachers alike , have contributed to making the school a better place . From what I've heard , this is Puan Faizah's last year in this school and I feel so disappointed that she has to leave . She may be hated and despised , but I am very sure that many love her as well .
We're all gonna be separated after SPM . Going to different colleges and other higher institutions of learning . Yes , we'll meet new friends . But post sec. school life would never be the same as sec. school .
<3
Us Form 5's graduated today . I promised Nancy I wouldn't cry but I did . Plus , I happened to be one of the earliest to break down .
First teacher who made me break down ? Puan Khursiah . This lady might be despised by some . But I am grateful to her for all that she has done for me (helped me greatly with Maths when I was in Form 2 and 3) . Seeing her teary-eyed made me teary-eyed too . The hugging made it worse . Puan Siva (form teacher and Accounts teacher) however , was a strong woman and barely shed a tear . I envy her . Puan Rahimah , my previous year's Chemistry teacher ... remembered my name ! Surprisingly . Or was it because she saw my name tag . And she hugged me too . Hmm .. Anyway , current Mathematics teacher , Puan Zubaidah , too made me feel sad . Frankly speaking , I'm gonna miss her and her shrilly voice . She has helped me a lot . She was my Maths teacher when I was in Form 1 . She took charge of our Maths class last year and of course , our final year . Add. Maths teacher , like usual lah , smiling away . Gonna miss Puan Ruhaizah's smile . Puan Revathy and Puan Reetha ! Best History teachers ever . I owe them big time . Puan Lim , I know you're reading this . When it was my turn to embrace you in a cuddly hug , I mean , shake your hand , I felt like crying even more . Even though you never did teach me in class , but you were there . As a casual teacher which I am sure I would never forget :) Puan Ong too :) I will forever remember that tear-stained face with the make up melting away on the 31st of October 2008 . And Puan Tay ! The adorable one ! BM and Choir teacher . She almost made me cry while I was reading her message to us on this cute lil' card . Remember , we shall go out and yum cha one day ! Puan Faizah , the teacher who never failed to darken my mood for a few years . This year however , I am so fucking thankful to her for helping me with my Moral paper . If I get an A1 or A2 for Moral , I'm gonna buy a present for her . It's all because of her that I was able to score an A2 for my trial paper . Sadly , Puan Chan wasn't around . We did get to hug her before she left to deliver her baby . But still ... !
After our Majlis Restu Ilmu , we didn't really do much except accept our certs and of course , take many many many pictures ! Uniforms were being passed around , owners asking for signatures on their uniforms . It was a blessed sight . I always knew this day would come . But when I thought about it back then , why the big hoo-hah ? Everyone should be happy that they're secondary school life is coming to an end , why the tears ? Now I know why .
It is so unbelievable that have survived in this school for five years . When I first entered SMKBK (now known as SMKKK) , it was the worst place ever . Gangsters roaming the school compounds , vandalism , threats and many more . What makes me so proud of SMKKK is how not only Puan Faizah , but all the teachers alike , have contributed to making the school a better place . From what I've heard , this is Puan Faizah's last year in this school and I feel so disappointed that she has to leave . She may be hated and despised , but I am very sure that many love her as well .
We're all gonna be separated after SPM . Going to different colleges and other higher institutions of learning . Yes , we'll meet new friends . But post sec. school life would never be the same as sec. school .
<3
Thursday, October 30, 2008
2012 : Armageddon ?
Mood : Sleepy
Not the movie Armageddon okay .
A year ago my father told my family that we're all gonna die in the year 2012 . My reaction towards this statement was undeniably plain . I wasn't surprised . Hey , we're all gonna die one day . Dying sixty years earlier wouldn't hurt . Right ? Frankly , I am not convinced that we are going to be extinct four years later . It just doesn't make sense . Why so early ? But still , if Doomsday really does occur , I wouldn't give a shit .
2012 . It just occured to me that the London Summer Olympics is going to be held on that year . But will it be held then ? If Armageddon is slowly approaching ? Historians are convinced that our world is slowly coming to and end , and will be destroyed by 21st December 2008 . This is because that specific date is when the Mayan calendar ends . I know a few people who have no fear of dying . Even at the thought of our human race ceasing to exist forever . But that's besides them point .
Even a movie was made based on this controversy , entitled 2012 : Doomsday . Games too , like Universe at War : Earth Assault , are alien-based . I mean , yeah, there're many games which are alien-based . This one however , begins in the year 2012 when an alien race lands on Earth to strip-mine the planet . The humans were warned by scientists but even as a whole , the human race is not able to form a unified military front against the alien forces . Because these aliens have vast military experience from invading and destroying other planets in the universe , the human race is not able to withstand their forces .
My dad has this collection of books by Zecharia Sitchin . Written in 1976 , these six books caused much controversy . In his very first book , The 12th Planet , Zecharia Sitchin presents evidence not only of contact by extraterrestrial beings thousands of years ago , but these beings genetically engineered Homo Sapiens to serve them . In his last book , The End of Days , the Sumerians calculated planet Earth's doomsday based on the Bible . One of the dates were supposedly 2012 , but with much reference to the Bible soon afterwards , it was said that Armageddon would not happen in they year 2012 . If you actually bother to read the books , they contain much logical explanations compared to the Bible . To my fellow Christian friends , it's just my belief that aliens exist . Please don't think that I'm trying to promote Alienism . I have nothing against Christianity .
So what's up with all this crazy talk about Armageddon ? I'm confident that we won't cease to exist on the 21st of December 2012 . If our fellow scientists confirm with the residents of planet Earth that the comet is going to hit Earth by then , it would never be too late for us to pack our bags and move to another planet . The only planet which could support life is planet Mars . Currently lah . So if we're really gonna die by 2012 , start packing your bags now for a long long journey there .
Planet Mars aka. Red Planet . Our future home !
Not the movie Armageddon okay .
A year ago my father told my family that we're all gonna die in the year 2012 . My reaction towards this statement was undeniably plain . I wasn't surprised . Hey , we're all gonna die one day . Dying sixty years earlier wouldn't hurt . Right ? Frankly , I am not convinced that we are going to be extinct four years later . It just doesn't make sense . Why so early ? But still , if Doomsday really does occur , I wouldn't give a shit .
2012 . It just occured to me that the London Summer Olympics is going to be held on that year . But will it be held then ? If Armageddon is slowly approaching ? Historians are convinced that our world is slowly coming to and end , and will be destroyed by 21st December 2008 . This is because that specific date is when the Mayan calendar ends . I know a few people who have no fear of dying . Even at the thought of our human race ceasing to exist forever . But that's besides them point .
Even a movie was made based on this controversy , entitled 2012 : Doomsday . Games too , like Universe at War : Earth Assault , are alien-based . I mean , yeah, there're many games which are alien-based . This one however , begins in the year 2012 when an alien race lands on Earth to strip-mine the planet . The humans were warned by scientists but even as a whole , the human race is not able to form a unified military front against the alien forces . Because these aliens have vast military experience from invading and destroying other planets in the universe , the human race is not able to withstand their forces .
My dad has this collection of books by Zecharia Sitchin . Written in 1976 , these six books caused much controversy . In his very first book , The 12th Planet , Zecharia Sitchin presents evidence not only of contact by extraterrestrial beings thousands of years ago , but these beings genetically engineered Homo Sapiens to serve them . In his last book , The End of Days , the Sumerians calculated planet Earth's doomsday based on the Bible . One of the dates were supposedly 2012 , but with much reference to the Bible soon afterwards , it was said that Armageddon would not happen in they year 2012 . If you actually bother to read the books , they contain much logical explanations compared to the Bible . To my fellow Christian friends , it's just my belief that aliens exist . Please don't think that I'm trying to promote Alienism . I have nothing against Christianity .
So what's up with all this crazy talk about Armageddon ? I'm confident that we won't cease to exist on the 21st of December 2012 . If our fellow scientists confirm with the residents of planet Earth that the comet is going to hit Earth by then , it would never be too late for us to pack our bags and move to another planet . The only planet which could support life is planet Mars . Currently lah . So if we're really gonna die by 2012 , start packing your bags now for a long long journey there .
Planet Mars aka. Red Planet . Our future home !
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
High School Musical 4 ?
Mood : Sick
When HSM 3 was announced , I was overwhelmed with joy . Finally ! Finally , the chain of HSM movies would friggin' end . Hey , it's High School Musical : Senior Year . Senior year ! If HSM 4 gets released , it shouldn't be a high school musical anymore , it should be a college musical :) That is , of course , if the all of them end up in the same college .
So I read on the net that HSM 4 (which is being written now) is gonna be known as High School Musical : The College Years . True or not , I don't know . But come on lahh , logically , it should be called College Musical already right ? Ha ha .
So I guess some High School Musical fans are too , overwhelmed with joy . Only not for the same reason . But there's a catch . Apparently , the HSM cast from the first three movies are not gonna return for the fourth instalment . Yes , Zac Efron , Vanessa Hudgens , Ashley Tisdale , Corbin Bleu , Lucas Grabeel and Monique Coleman will not be returning to film HSM 4 . If there even is one . However , the new characters introduced in HSM 3 would be taking the places of the major cast . I don't know who they are 'cause I have not watched the movie yet . Duh . Not interested :)
Matt Prokop . Prokop ? Might as well name him Matt Porno . One of the new actors introduced in HSM 3 as is going to appear in HSM 4 . Apparently lah okay . I know some people who like him . If you read this , please don't get offended okay . I'm just kidding :)
The major cast announced that they put in the most effort for HSM 3 . Zac Efron stated that this would be their last chance to work together as a cast . Thus , the extra effort . I think they were kinda put off by the fact that Walt Disney were going to film the fourth instalment without informing them . Hence , they won't be returning for the so-called fourth film .
Is this the end of the High School Musical franchise ?
PS : HSM fans , sorry if I offended you people . Through my point of view , I don't get what's so great about HSM . I even prefer Kemp Lok . Eh , sorry . Camp Rock .
PPS : I watch HSM too okay . Only I feel that if they release another HSM movie , Walt Disney Productions are obviously milking the money cow :)
When HSM 3 was announced , I was overwhelmed with joy . Finally ! Finally , the chain of HSM movies would friggin' end . Hey , it's High School Musical : Senior Year . Senior year ! If HSM 4 gets released , it shouldn't be a high school musical anymore , it should be a college musical :) That is , of course , if the all of them end up in the same college .
So I read on the net that HSM 4 (which is being written now) is gonna be known as High School Musical : The College Years . True or not , I don't know . But come on lahh , logically , it should be called College Musical already right ? Ha ha .
So I guess some High School Musical fans are too , overwhelmed with joy . Only not for the same reason . But there's a catch . Apparently , the HSM cast from the first three movies are not gonna return for the fourth instalment . Yes , Zac Efron , Vanessa Hudgens , Ashley Tisdale , Corbin Bleu , Lucas Grabeel and Monique Coleman will not be returning to film HSM 4 . If there even is one . However , the new characters introduced in HSM 3 would be taking the places of the major cast . I don't know who they are 'cause I have not watched the movie yet . Duh . Not interested :)
Matt Prokop . Prokop ? Might as well name him Matt Porno . One of the new actors introduced in HSM 3 as is going to appear in HSM 4 . Apparently lah okay . I know some people who like him . If you read this , please don't get offended okay . I'm just kidding :)The major cast announced that they put in the most effort for HSM 3 . Zac Efron stated that this would be their last chance to work together as a cast . Thus , the extra effort . I think they were kinda put off by the fact that Walt Disney were going to film the fourth instalment without informing them . Hence , they won't be returning for the so-called fourth film .
Is this the end of the High School Musical franchise ?
PS : HSM fans , sorry if I offended you people . Through my point of view , I don't get what's so great about HSM . I even prefer Kemp Lok . Eh , sorry . Camp Rock .
PPS : I watch HSM too okay . Only I feel that if they release another HSM movie , Walt Disney Productions are obviously milking the money cow :)
Monday, October 27, 2008
We Fight We Break Up , We Kiss We Make Up ?
Mood : Numb
I got to know him through Shafik , a friend of mine since I was in Form 2 . It was just a minor crush , but after getting much closer to him , I couldn't get him off my mind .
So we hooked up . We've been together for a year and two months + , till it ended yesterday . During our relationship , there were of course many fights and misunderstandings . Quoting Katy Perry's Hot n Cold , "We fight we break up , we kiss we make up" . But this time , I am not gonna be softhearted . What's done is done and I'm not gonna take any second chances .
Fayadh , I am sorry for whatever I have said and done which has hurt you . You know how I'm like and I never did mean to hurt your feelings . However , you also know that the reason we broke up has nothing to do with the way you're treating me . You know why . I don't want to say it here . But I know you do . Please understand . I love you .
Hot n Cold , I effin' love her new song :)
I got to know him through Shafik , a friend of mine since I was in Form 2 . It was just a minor crush , but after getting much closer to him , I couldn't get him off my mind .
So we hooked up . We've been together for a year and two months + , till it ended yesterday . During our relationship , there were of course many fights and misunderstandings . Quoting Katy Perry's Hot n Cold , "We fight we break up , we kiss we make up" . But this time , I am not gonna be softhearted . What's done is done and I'm not gonna take any second chances .
Fayadh , I am sorry for whatever I have said and done which has hurt you . You know how I'm like and I never did mean to hurt your feelings . However , you also know that the reason we broke up has nothing to do with the way you're treating me . You know why . I don't want to say it here . But I know you do . Please understand . I love you .
Hot n Cold , I effin' love her new song :)
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Raya Open House at Liparis .
Mood : Groggy
I attended a Raya Open House yesterday at Liparis . Lo and behold , I was so damn lucky I got to sit at the same table with two retards . Literally , retards . Really . Okay , to anyone . ANYONE who have mentally disabled relatives , I'm sorry lah okay . I can tolerate some but not all . So if you feel sensitive towards these kinda issues , please leave .
So this family arrived the same time as I did . When I entered the house , I felt so choked up by the satay smoke and insufficient space in the house I just wanted to get out of there . But cannot lah right . It would be downright rude to just leave like that without even wishing the hosts Happy Raya and stuff . So , I stayed . Duh . If I didn't stay there then I wouldn't be posting my experience with two retards right .
I did what everybody does at open houses . Eat . But this time I didn't eat the rendang . Was too lazy lah , there were so many people around waiting for their turn to scoop food from the trays and stuff . So I aimed for the satays and those Indian crackers , Popadoms (I don't know how to spell it) . So yeah lah , my family and I were sitting at this particular table where there's this mum and her three sons . The eldest one was perfectly normal , like us normal people . However , his two brothers were complete retards .
Have you ever felt uncomfortable when you're trying to eat and this person near you just stares ? And stares . And stares ?! One of the two retarded brothers was sitting opposite me and he just kept staring at me when I was eating . Actually , he stared at anyone . So my brother sitting beside me felt uncomfortable too . But we tried to ignore him 'cause he's uhh .. retarded . Pity the poor fella . He barely even touched his food .
His younger retarded brother on the other hand , was gobbling up his food like as if he hasn't eaten for days . Sorry , make that weeks . The food that he didn't like , he would dump on his older retarded brother's plate , and the normal older brother sitting in the middle would just give him this stare which he ignores .
I was really addicted to those Popadom crackers so I would go back and forth from the table frequently to top up on the crackers . Sooooo ngam ah , when I went off to get more crackers , the younger retard just finished his pile of food , and when the plate of crackers touched the table , his sharp eyes caught sight of it . You can guess what happened next . With immediate effect , he reached out his big fat piggy-looking hand and scooped up all my beloved tasty crackers and stuffed it in his mouth . He muched on them a few times and went for more . At that moment , I was so tempted to take the crackers away and have eat them myself . As in , get them off the table and hold then in my protective hands . But , because he was a complete retard , I didn't .
After my brother was finally done with his meal , we proceeded to hang around outside of the house where there's just fucking fresh air . This was when my brother started a conversation with me . It went something like this :
Nick : Jie , you know right , I almost shouted at the boy sitting beside me (younger retard) .
Me : Why ? What happened ?
Nick : Just now when I was taking food , he was right beside me . Then right , when he was
scooping up some curry onto his plate , he licked the ladle all over and put it back .
Me : (stoning)
Nick : I almost wanted to shout at him . But I didn't lah , 'cause he's a retard .
Me : Then did you take the curry before he licked the spoon ?
Nick : NO . Luckily lah . Dunno whether he got lick the spoon before that or not .
Me : Oh my fucking gawd man .
Nick : Yeah . Oh my fucking gawd . Oh yeah , and when I was queuing up to tak food right , the
fatty keep on pushing me you know . Not only me , but everyone else there as well . I
really wanted to punch his teeth out man .
Me : Yeah , if there wasn't something wrong with him , I would have too .
I'm sorry to all you people out there who found this post kind of insulting . But hey , I mengamalkan nilai toleransi with them already okay . Especially the fatty younger retard .
I was on the verge of exploding .
I attended a Raya Open House yesterday at Liparis . Lo and behold , I was so damn lucky I got to sit at the same table with two retards . Literally , retards . Really . Okay , to anyone . ANYONE who have mentally disabled relatives , I'm sorry lah okay . I can tolerate some but not all . So if you feel sensitive towards these kinda issues , please leave .
So this family arrived the same time as I did . When I entered the house , I felt so choked up by the satay smoke and insufficient space in the house I just wanted to get out of there . But cannot lah right . It would be downright rude to just leave like that without even wishing the hosts Happy Raya and stuff . So , I stayed . Duh . If I didn't stay there then I wouldn't be posting my experience with two retards right .
I did what everybody does at open houses . Eat . But this time I didn't eat the rendang . Was too lazy lah , there were so many people around waiting for their turn to scoop food from the trays and stuff . So I aimed for the satays and those Indian crackers , Popadoms (I don't know how to spell it) . So yeah lah , my family and I were sitting at this particular table where there's this mum and her three sons . The eldest one was perfectly normal , like us normal people . However , his two brothers were complete retards .
Have you ever felt uncomfortable when you're trying to eat and this person near you just stares ? And stares . And stares ?! One of the two retarded brothers was sitting opposite me and he just kept staring at me when I was eating . Actually , he stared at anyone . So my brother sitting beside me felt uncomfortable too . But we tried to ignore him 'cause he's uhh .. retarded . Pity the poor fella . He barely even touched his food .
His younger retarded brother on the other hand , was gobbling up his food like as if he hasn't eaten for days . Sorry , make that weeks . The food that he didn't like , he would dump on his older retarded brother's plate , and the normal older brother sitting in the middle would just give him this stare which he ignores .
I was really addicted to those Popadom crackers so I would go back and forth from the table frequently to top up on the crackers . Sooooo ngam ah , when I went off to get more crackers , the younger retard just finished his pile of food , and when the plate of crackers touched the table , his sharp eyes caught sight of it . You can guess what happened next . With immediate effect , he reached out his big fat piggy-looking hand and scooped up all my beloved tasty crackers and stuffed it in his mouth . He muched on them a few times and went for more . At that moment , I was so tempted to take the crackers away and have eat them myself . As in , get them off the table and hold then in my protective hands . But , because he was a complete retard , I didn't .
After my brother was finally done with his meal , we proceeded to hang around outside of the house where there's just fucking fresh air . This was when my brother started a conversation with me . It went something like this :
Nick : Jie , you know right , I almost shouted at the boy sitting beside me (younger retard) .
Me : Why ? What happened ?
Nick : Just now when I was taking food , he was right beside me . Then right , when he was
scooping up some curry onto his plate , he licked the ladle all over and put it back .
Me : (stoning)
Nick : I almost wanted to shout at him . But I didn't lah , 'cause he's a retard .
Me : Then did you take the curry before he licked the spoon ?
Nick : NO . Luckily lah . Dunno whether he got lick the spoon before that or not .
Me : Oh my fucking gawd man .
Nick : Yeah . Oh my fucking gawd . Oh yeah , and when I was queuing up to tak food right , the
fatty keep on pushing me you know . Not only me , but everyone else there as well . I
really wanted to punch his teeth out man .
Me : Yeah , if there wasn't something wrong with him , I would have too .
I'm sorry to all you people out there who found this post kind of insulting . But hey , I mengamalkan nilai toleransi with them already okay . Especially the fatty younger retard .
I was on the verge of exploding .
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Sobs .
Mood : Emo
A really good friend of mine is not talking to be . He hasn't talked to me for more than a month now . And it makes me feel so miserable . Sob . I feel so useless . I think he hates me . Double sob .
A really good friend of mine is not talking to be . He hasn't talked to me for more than a month now . And it makes me feel so miserable . Sob . I feel so useless . I think he hates me . Double sob .
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